Trouble in the Terraces of my mind

hey...me writing here is a hell of a lot cheaper than therapy...

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

I actually got asked about my blog today. They kept asking me why I don't use it like everyone else use theirs. I think he means that I should use my blog like the people who think their reporters and just post crap to get attention. There are people who do cool blogs (read any of the ones by the people ar MSNBC, really well done), but these jounalism school dropouts think they have the same status as legit members of media. I read half these "reporters", and I can't shake the image of these dateless, buck-toothed, morons sitting in their basements with aluminum foil on their heads (so the Gov't can't read their thoughts via satilites), jsut writing things out of their asses, saying to themselves through their retainers "gee, onche people read thish, i'm shure to get laid by that shtar treck babe when she shees how famous I am after people read thish". Sorry people, the only BS you'll see on this site is MY BS. And I don't sit here and think what am I going to write here that will put out Gov. on it's ear, I have a life, unlike a lot of the bloggers in this world (Oh and for the record, I have been doing this before blogging was cool).

Now, on to why people claw and fight to the death to read this...ME!!! I put a new resume on Monster.com, and I already have one interview from it. I go Tues to Westbury to interview with a finance company. What the hell do I know about Finance?!?!?!? Who cares, they want me to come interview with them. For all I know, this could be the type of finance my ancestors in the old country used to do (where legs are collateral type stuff).

Other things in my life are doing well, just lots of emails/ecards. Hopefully this weekend will be more than just communication on the internet, maybe actually on the phone or in person, but given the situations the past couple weeks, I'm glad we're still talking!!!

and now, go back to your lives.

Monday, February 07, 2005

What's up???

Not much new going on here. Just glad the Pats won over the Eagles last night (wasn't really rooting for them, but as a Giants fan I can't root for a direct rival in the division). Other than that, redid my resume, trying to make it more interesting. I may even post it here and maybe someone may happen to see it and I get a nice job out of it...then again, ski season may start in Hell at the same time!!!!

I also got an editorial posted on metrofanatic.com. Big ups to Dan R. who runs the best damn fan run, all-Metro site on the net for letting me do one and posting it. It's not much, just something about how the team is rebuilding (again), and some other ramblings. I have no idea if I will do more, depends on how the first one goes over, and i'm taking it from there.


Friday, February 04, 2005

Nothing much going on in my life, just thought I'd write here just to put a new post on this. Nothing big worth mentioning in my life at least. Just doing my thing here, and hopefully it'll eventually turn into something positive. I'm in the process of redoing my resume to see if the change will net me more interviews. Maybe I'll post it here for all to see someday, but dont' count on it.

Another thing going on is I haven't slept much at night. When I'm all alone with no noise and I just lay in bed, all I hear is my mind working. And IT DRIVES ME NUTS!!! All that goes through it is just random thoughts (memories of my past, just the problems I have, etc.) It keeps me up to usually abour 3am, but I always wake up at 8 or 8:30 (don't ask, that's when I wake up, even without an alarm). I don't know why, but this happens from time to time. Ten it jsut stops and I sleep with no problem. Hopefully it'll clear up soon.