Trouble in the Terraces of my mind

hey...me writing here is a hell of a lot cheaper than therapy...

Thursday, January 29, 2009

SO as I said in the past that I got the Flip Camera and I love it. It fits in m pocket, easy to use, and has an hour of video storage. The other day I put the video I shot on my Mac (via the built-in USB connector that fold into the camera), and decided to try the newer Imovie on my Mac for the first time. Up to now, I’ve been using the version before, Imovie HD. The newer Imovie is different. I won’t say it’s bad, I do plan on using it some more, but I might stay Imovie HD because it reminds me of the more professional editing programs and seems to have more tools than the newer Imovie. I understand the newer Imovie is made for “more accessibility”, but they could have added more features for those above dullard in their editing education. At least Apple is cool enough to keep Imovie HD available on their site.

I thought of some two good games to play to pass the time. First is done on the train. When you get off the train and standing on the platform, and just after the doors close, point to someone in the train and either laugh or say something really offensive and see what reaction you get. Sometimes it’s fun. One night I did it to a guy on the train and he lost his cool, screaming and banging on the glass as the train moved away. Another fun thing I found is to go to an apartment building or any building with an intercom system at the door, and just call up random people in said building and just say some nasty stuff about one person in the building. It’s best when you know the person you are doing this to. Doesn’t have to be anything really bad, just something simple as “Why does the guy in (insert apartment here) have kids in his apartment even though he is single? Does he run a day-care service?” or “Hi I have to drop off this cover-up for the woman in (apartment), could you come down and take it for her? Sorry, I wouldn’t be asking you to do this, and I know this is inconvenient, but if she knew to keep her mouth shut once in a while she wouldn’t need this makeup.” Or you could also say “which apartment has the cheap coke? (apartment a) or (apartment b)?” I usually go to (apartment a), but since he got that test back positive, I don’t feel safe going in there, especially with all the used needles and small confused boys with no pants on.”

OK, here’s a site I found you all may like:
http://www.holytaco.com/if-t-shirts-said-what-guys-were-really-thinking

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

This is probably going to be the second longest thing I write tonight. I just got done writing a long ass email to a friend explaining that, as much as she seems to think she is “damaged good” due to the run of bad luck she is on, I’ve seen and known a lot worse. I wont’ go into detail of what I said, but I will say that this person has never shown to me the tendencies I’ve seen in women in my life time. It’s either the sociopathic tendencies, the apathetic tendencies to anyone and everyone around them, or on the other side of the spectrum-the melodramatic bullshit of how everything is going to hell over some minor thing. This person has never shown these things and in the end of my long w-winded email I reminded her that is she was so “damaged” she probably wouldn’t have nearly as many people around her that are willing to help her out when they can. And that email was probably one of the few times this week I will go out of my way to help others. Since this job I got has me helping others all day, I figure once it hits 5:01, I am not obligated to help anyone with a damn thing.
Anyway, last night I was trolling around the internet just looking at stuff. I was also listening to some music on my computer. A band came on that is one of those bands that always puts a smile on my face when I hear them. The band is called the Fun Lovin’ Criminals. They were a band in the 90’s that had some decent success here, bit in the end moved to the UK where they found a lot more success, and still do some damn good music. Not to mention they are a band from NYC, so that alone puts them above most of the music out there even if they stunk. They have a gimmick that is best described as part “Reservoir Dogs”, part Sopranos (which surprised me they didn’t get any fame during the show’s run since Mob-chic was in at the time). I chose a couple songs that I found the videos of on the net:

First is their biggest hit “the Fun Lovin’ Criminal”:

Second is a song called “Scoobie Snacks”, another decent hit:

now here’s a song called “The King of New York”


this one’s called “Big Night out”-unedited for the most part:


There are more videos out there, but here’s just a small sample. Look them up on Itunes, they got an interesting style to their music that warms the cockles of my heart.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Tonight I ordered DirectTV for the house here. I am tired of Time Warner Cable, and my monthly bill will be less than what the cable is now. I got the sweet HD package, the DVR box ad three standard receivers for some of the other TVs in the house. It's scheduled to be installed on February 14th. I"m glad that it's scheduled then rather than sooner. This weekend I am busy, btw helping family out with some things, the UFC PPV with a main event so good that it doesn't even need full names; it's BJ vs GSP!!! Then sunday has some small football game on. The best part is that it's scheduled to be installed on Valentine's Day. So I got a gift for the one person I know loves me unconditionally and unquestionably-me. If that last line upset some of you, well to be honest pretty much everyone who has told me that they cared about me unconditionally and all that crap has failed me or flat out screwed me over.

New York has a new senator, and in less than one day she lost all credibility with me. She went to Harlem and met with Sharpton. She chose to acknowledge a terrorist and that alone made me lost any interest in her. Well, that's not true. She lost all credibility because Patterson chose her, and once again told NYC to to fuck themselves. I"m glad Kennedy didn't make it in, but any of the choices he had all were to push his anti-NYC agenda.

See in NY state, what happens is NYC makes ALL the money in the state, and then the parasites (anyone who doesn't live in NYC-suburbanites, the hayseeds, and all of the sucking hicks) take a ton of the money to fund their schools and agendas while giving NYC the finger. If you look at the proportions the money is split up and how much these hick towns get compared to NYC, it is sickening and should be illegal. The Suburbanites are the worst-they work in NYC and then run off with the money without giving much back. This is why I support a commuter tax, or at least doubling the city tax on anyone who lives outside the city but work in the city-you wanna play you gotta pay.

On top of it, the cash cow is having some problems thanks in part to those fucking thieves upstate bilking the city out of billions, is now being saddled EVEN MORE with the burden to prop up this state. Bottom line-if this state didn't have NYC, it would just be a glorified Nebraska, full of meth labs, racists, and hayseeds.

Finally, on a lighter note, one of the best scenes in "Ghostbusters". Interesting note: about 2:30 into this clip was the inspiration of something I used to try to win somoene back-yes, it's pathetic and sad, I admit, but I'll be honest that I paraphrased it and in the end I did look like an ass. I remember the look of disgust on the face of the person I first admitted this to, and the sheer joy he felt when the whole thing blew up in my face:

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I am sickened to the news to hear “Mall cop” is the #1 movies in the country. What the fuck people!? I seriously hope that no one that reads this went to see it, even if it was just to get laid. I don’t see how that is a funny movie. It’s a sad day in this country where that “comedy” is popular.

In the next couple weeks I am getting Direct TV. I did my research and I decided to get it. It’s going to be a little cheaper than the current cable bill, and I will be getting ore out of the satellite system. I’m probably getting it in two weeks, since this coming weekend is a little full. This coming weekend involves me help moving stuff from one place to another, a UFC PPV, and the Super Bowl.

I was supposed to go to a ESC membership drive/US soccer game showing. I as all set to go, despite the fact that the event was going to be held in a soccer bar that is more or less the tourist trap soccer bar in NYC. I’m also a bit jaded still after my last time there, where anything US soccer/MLS was shat on. Some people say it’s gotten better there, but I also hear it’s more due to the fact the owners of the bar are whores and put a smile on their faces for the MLS/US soccer thing when cash is thrown at them. I miss the old joint where we hung out. I didn’t go in the end because my ankle was killing me, and standing around on it in a bar isn’t a good thing.

This brought up something that sort of bothers me, but it’s partly my fault. I realize I really have no social life. It’s a problem I guess that I don’t’ go out much. I don’t know why it bothered me as I sat at home and watched “the Dark Night”, but it did. I guess it’s something I should work on.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Interesting conversation I had today with someone. It seems that this person read my last entry and took issue with me insulting the sacred cow of New Jersey, Bon Jovi. I heard the opinion voiced to me, and just ignored it since I am a man, I had an opinion, and I chose to voice it. I had an opinion, so what? Everyone has opinions on everything, so deal with it.

That's the thing, a lot of people seem to not get that. I saw on the news some guy was fired from his job over what he had on his Facebook page. So the Nazi-izing of this country continues. Now it seems that your job can now dictate what you can say and do, even when you aren't working!!! I've also heard stories of people getting fired because someone saw them smoking WHEN THEY WEREN'T AT WORK!! What the fuck is going on here?

Look I have a myspace, a Facebook, Twitter, and this thing. If anyone that is a higher ranking person at my job sees this or anything of my stuff and has an issue with it, which I do on MY time on MY computer, go fuck yourselves and fire me. I DARE YOU TO FIRE ME. I will not sit here and give up my freedom to say what I want and feel, just because of the fear of losing my job due to some asshole being bitter he wishes he has balls like me. I go to work and that's "your time"-where I show up, do my job, then it's over. When the work day is over, it's MY time to do whatever the hell I want. This also goes with vacations. I will not be chained to a computer or Blackberry on MY time off. You have no right to even know where I am or know where I am.

Once again, anyone who is reading this from my job, if you don't like my attitude or opinions, tough. That's your problem, not mine. I dare you to fire me, and if you do, then it just shows what big of a pussy and spineless cocksucker you are, and I don't want to be associated with a company that would not respect a man's RIGHT to say what he wants outside of the workplace. If I wrote some rank shit here and did screamed it at the workplace, that's one thing, but I do my job to what is required of me, and that's as far as your rule over me goes.

But then again there is plenty of people, actually most people that won't stand up to this. Here's how things can change: when you find out a company wants to infringe on your rights, say no. If it means leaving the job, so be it and find a place that will welcome you. If enough people do this, then every company will see the truth and allow people do what they want outside of the workplace, and accept other opinions in the workplace-you know, DIVERSITY!!! But most of you people out there will crack and play the perpetual bottom and just take it hard form their job, and prove once again why I feel I am better than 90% of the people in the world, and many of the readers of this.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I’ve been trying to figure out the state of New Jersey. Sure the state has its good points. It keeps the rubes and hayseeds from northern Pennsylvania and the animals from Philadelphia at a safe distance from New York. It also gives other states a place to dump their trash. And as I learned the other day, it does have the most interesting jailbait. I thought Long Island had the trashiest jailbait, but Jersey I think has the crown on that.

But on the other hand, there is some small issues. First off is that I can only think of a few people that I can stand from Jersey. The people from the ESC that live there are for the most part good people, and the same goes for the family members that live in the state. The soccer team I like, though the team doesn’t’ recognize the state in their name, as well as the Giants. The Jets I can do without, they seemed to enjoy the perpetual “bottom”-from being the second rate team that has to rent a stadium their entire existence, to getting second rate quarterbacks throughout the history of their team, to even up until this year, they never had their own training facility-they rented out space at a university on Long Island.

As I said before there are some good people in the state, but for every good person, there are tens of thousands that aren’t. Northern NJ isn’t too bad-since their existence and population either comes form or depends on New York. Southern NJ I am not totally familiar with, but since they are close to Philly, I am guessing it’s a lot like northern NJ, just dumbed down to a point where autistic children on acid have a better intelligence and maturity level. What doesn’t help the cause of South Jersey is that they helped make Spruingsteen famous-so I rest my case.

Central Jersey is simply what everywhere else would be called one giant trailer park. It’s full of real rubes and carneys, which I have gone over in the past. Put simply, these people are the type that will smile to your face, while take several grand from a group of people while promising a ski trip. Then this same person would go as far as have his family protect his ass, citing a “nervous breakdown”, when he knew people were going to hunt him down. Or they would also use ailing family members in need as a cover for their real activities behind the backs of people who put trust in what is said and done. Like I said, real carney bullshit that is low class and would be an embarrassment for any state, but accepted and encouraged in Jersey (just look at how the state politics work).

One more strike against the state-Bon fucking Jovi. The band that killed hard rock in the 80s but smiling and led to other shit acts like Poison, Winger, Ratt, and Whitesnake to become big acts.

As you can see, I am still on the fence about the Garden State. All I know is that outside of a few things, the Earth could wallow up the state, as long as Harrison and the PATH line isn’t affected on Game day.

Monday, January 19, 2009

I really have nothing much to say here. I am just writing to kill some time. I did spend the day in Jersey today doing some things, and right now I have the need to shower since I feel unclean. The highlight was that in a parking lot I was looking for a spot, some pig in a Caddy in front of me wanted to back up since someone was backing out of a spot She (typical garbage that would do this) just kept backing up and would have went into the front of my car if I didn’t honk my horn. I didn’t’ back up to help her since I had several other cars behind me, and I refuse to help someone like her. So after a few seconds of honking back and forth, she sped forward, the person going out did, and I got the spot. I saw the idiot drive by me in her Caddy, and all she did was give me a MEAN look. I simple flipper off and yelled the word “cunt” and left my car. Yes people I am one classy guy to the ladies!!

Tomorrow is Inauguration Day. I always wondered why this is not a national holiday. Maybe because the Government figures it better to trivialize a civil rights leader’s memorial day with stupid sales than the day meant for the President’s official start to his term. What am I going to be doing on that day? Working and not really caring what snake oil the new guy is going to try to sell/bullshit to the unwashed masses. I still say, sure he’s a charismatic talker, one who is smooth with his words-but so are pimps, and I trust what a pimp says as much as a President says.

Eh as I said, I had nothing really to post. I just felt like writing something since it’s my goddamn page

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I have a great honor coming to me, at least I think it is a great honor. I was asked to be a Godfather to a future child. Some people may just blow off being a Godfather like “yeah, I’ll do and just to get that ceremony over” and not really thinking about it. I am taking this honor somewhat seriously. Being a Godparent is like being the next important teacher after the parents and grandparents. I am being asked to look after a child’s development and help mold this kid into something “right” for this planet after the parents do the main work.

I am looking forward to help out, but I am sure some of you are thinking “with all the shit I’ve said/done in life, why would someone want me in this position?” Also, after reading some of my theories I put up here, what constructive things can I teach a child? Well, knowing the parents of this child, I can tell you this kid will be brought up “right” and given the surrounding players in this child’s life, along with me, this child will somehow end up running things. Then again, knowing all these people, it could also be a mess when everyone’s ideas of teaching the child about life may contradict each other. Either way it should be fun!!

I already wanted to start influencing this child’s life. Knowing that the kid is going to be a girl, I thought I would make a CD so the mother can put headphones to her stomach, and instead of playing classical music like it’s suggested, play some Indigo Girls, Melissa Etheridge, and K.D. Lang, Why these artists? So that when the child is old enough, the parent’s will her the four greatest words a father can hear to make his life easier: ”Guys, I’m a Lesbian”.

Now, after reading what I just wrote, I am now convinced the decision to ask me to be the Godfather may not have been easy. I’m guessing it was the future father blurting my name out, and the expecting mother going “you want HIM to be the Godfather?!??! HIM?!??!” And then there was a long conversation and she allowed it.

All joking aside, and as much ball-busting I do to the guy, I’ve never been more proud of the future father. He’s stepped up and really gotten himself together as far as the whole soon-to-be-a-dad thing. It’s good to see him do this despite the many that have had doubts about him, but anyone who did doubted him really didn’t have a damn clue about him and what he’s gone through to get where he is today. It’s really cool to see him excelling at this.

See people, I can be sentimental, Don’t worry, I’ll be the vicious ass I usually am soon.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Reading in the paper, and watching on TV about the Israeli and Palestinian scuffle in Gaza made me realize something. For 60 years, Israel and it’s neighbors are acting like the white trash neighbors I used to see in Pennsylvania. You’ve probably seen these classy folks on shows like “cops”, they are the neighbors that just don’t like each other. They start by dumping trash on each other’s yards, or one throws rocks at the other person’s house, tuff like that. Occasionally one calls the cops to accuse the other of having a Meth lab or growing pot in the basement, you get the idea. Occasionally there’s that drunken brawl outside between the two neighbors or entire family, where the cops have to come. This is what’s happening now, but it seems like the cops are not in the mood to get to the problem (they’ve been called so many times to the houses that it’s more of an annoyance to them), or they just figure “fuck it, let them kick the shit out of each other and maybe this will end.” This is how I look at the whole situation over there as.

Right now after seeing all road teams win today, I hope the trend ends tomorrow in both games. I want the Steelers and Giants to win. Hopefully the luck runs out for the Eagles, who usually have this streak at the end of the year anyway and blow it in the playoffs. And I hope the Steelers can use the home field advantage to beat up on the Chargers. But the eagles and Chargers are dangerous teams, so that’s got me worried. I am glad that the Giants game is the early game, so that can get done and over with right away.

now for a couple vids:

Here’s a douchebag:


Now here’s a douchebag in Spanish-El douchebago:


and I hope this still happens to people…just because:

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

I was going to lunch today and reading some f the articles on the AP news app on my Iphone, I realize that maybe in college I should have gone to college for a Journalism degree. I must say before I start this,, that a family tradition continues: I found a Yip’s Chinese Restaurant by my job. My dad loved the place when her worked downtown (in fact I may be going to the same one he went to), and I love it as well. The food is really not that healthy, but goddamn it it’s delicious.

OK, back to what I started to say; I have been told I had a gift of writing and creativity. I also was always fascinated with the media and it’s workings. I did try to get into the media by way of TV/video. Don’t get me wrong; I enjoyed learning and working in TV. But lately I find writing and being creative with words and trying to paint a picture with said words more satisfying. I also find on an emotional level writing has more of an impact, because I am not using a picture that can distort a message. Many people reading this and also some of the emails I have written have told me that they can feel whatever I was trying to convey emotionally. It sucks I figured this shit out now, but I guess that’s life. I’ve always said that life puts you in situations and places where you are supposed to be.

But at the same time, I know that I would either do well in writing in the media, or would be an outcast. The funny part is either result would be due to the same reason-my brutal honesty. I’ve read numerous stories about writers being fired because they wrote something that was negative about a sponsor or of their product of their magazine/website, and it was because the writer did their job: gave their opinion on what they felt about something, and used facts to back it up. There were a few guys with balls to back up these writers, but most are gone now and the editors today are just bitches to sponsorships and interest groups. It’s a nice thing to daydream about. I used to actually write a column for a website, but had to stop since the message board I also posted on would make the ideas I had for my column seem dated and it seemed like I was just rehashing my posts of that week into one column, and to me that felt like cheating, both myself and the creativity and whoever read my column. So I phased out writing my column and haven’t written another one since.

Like I said earlier, a much as I like to dream what would happen if I did go for a journalism degree, I know the choices I made in the past and where I am now is where I am supposed to be. I’m cool with that.

As cool as I am with things now, I still feel like there’s a void in my life. It’s been there for a while and as much as I try to fill the void, it either never does get full or it will be full for a moment but then it gets emptied. It’s not like a depressed feeling, but just one of that there’s something not right or broken. It could be the season, it could be that I’ve lost a lot of things that have made me happy lately as well as over the past several years, or it could be a combination of all these things. I can’t put a finger on what it is but I’m sure something will come along to fill this void and make things “right” again.

Still, given the situation this world is in, I really have nothing to complain about. I know people in worse shape, so I’m not saying everything is falling apart or my life sucks like some drama queen (trust me, I’ve had my share of them over the years). As how things are in my life, I know that there are even worse, unhealthier situations I could be in.

Finally, as far as what I said when it came to my tattoo, I have it narrowed down to what I want to get. Let’s just say I think it’s going to be a animal head, a religious symbol, a Chinese symbol, or try to come up with something original about myself or family.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

It’s a sad day for me, one that really has me upset. 1up.com is gone, at least how I remember it. It was bought up by UGO, and from all the Twitter notes and stuff, the only thing that will remain is the name. Apparently everyone was laid off and it looks like all the podcasts are over. A shame, since I loved 1up Yours. It’s not a shock since this has been rumored for months, but still it’s sad. It also means EGM is gone, so that’s one less magazine I’ll be getting. A shame, but in the advent of digital media (which they should get credit for trying to build in their own right) is making print media a dying breed.

This came after the good news I got, where I have everything squared away for the most part. I have my room reserved and my spot on the bus and ticket all set. On top of getting my benefits forms into HR, so my medical and 401(k) should be set. Though the news at work did get a little dark, where in a meeting today I heard there will be no raises, no company contributions to the 401(k) plans, and more or less was threatened when the bosses said there is no hiring freeze, but they will be hiring when necessary. I took this as a threat when right after that fact came the whole “we need you to do your best and step up, blah, blah blah”. Gotta love this global economic meltdown caused by asshats who couldn’t wait to get that car, or TV, or house when they could, God forbid, afford the damn thing. Good job deadbeats for screwing things up in my life.

On some other selfish thoughts, in that I will speak about myself now, I am looking into getting Satellite TV in the house here. Time Warner sucks, and from what I see, I can get more from satellite over cable. So if the numbers look good, I will be making a call to get Satellite.

I also may have figured out my next tattoo. I say may because I have a couple ideas dancing around my head. If anyone has any ideas and suggestions, let me know. I know where I am putting in (lower leg/calf), just want something that will “fit” there well.

Finally I have to plug “the Monday morning Podcast” by Bill Burr. Download the last episode and check it out, probably the funniest show I heard in a while. Go to his website and check it out: billburr.com. Also, Lazlow.com has the latest “Lazlow show” up to be downloaded. While you’re there, buy something from his site and show you will actually show someone who creates something respect buy buying his wares and not steal it

Monday, January 05, 2009

Ah as usual, Monday’s suck. Seems like all the work I do the week before is negated and I’m at square one. On top of it, being the first full day of working since the holidays, it was insane. So I had a lot of phone calls over stupid shit, and I got almost nothing done. Today further cemented my anger for lawyers. I don’t’ care if any read this, I really don’t like your kind. For a group of people who supposedly spent thousands of dollars on education, some of you guys are shockingly dumb!!! I had to explain to a person injury lawyer about the regulation he should know inside out. These lawyers don’t’ have the right forms that the state requires for no-fault, but they either use forms they come up with, or continue to use the outdated forms. Then I am called the asshole because I just ask for things the STATE asks for, not just what the company asks for. Danny DeVito in “Other People’s Money” said it best; lawyers will screw this country up so bad, the Communists will come out of the woodwork and take over. And what is the first thing the Communists do? THEY SHOOT ALL THE LAWYERS!!!

BTW that movie and “Wall Street”, as good as they are, also show what led to the global economic decline and meltdown we find ourselves in today. Take a good look at these films and you’ll see what I see.

On a good note, I booked my room in Ohio for February. Still waiting for the bus/ticket details, but that will come soon. I can’t wait for this game. I’ve been to a bunch of US games in my lifetime as well as US-Mexico games, but I’ve never been to a US-Mexico game when it is a World Cup Qualifier final round. I really am looking forward to the trip, thought I may not wear any PSU gear ad stay with USA gear while I am in the land of the Hayseeds that is Columbus.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Don’t you love it when someone proves themselves to be what they really are, and know you have the choice as to what to do now since they already made theirs?

See, I had plans to hang out this afternoon. I made these plans last week, so there was time to make sure that all that was in place so that one is available to hang out. Well last night things were shaky when I was told that I would have to wait for a phone call when this person is available. Well that never came, and that action-or lack of action actually-showed me what this person really was about. Bottom line is that it’s just another thing to be left on the side of the road. They chose not to do follow through with what they said they wanted to do, so now they have to deal with the results of their choice.

Some here may be thinking ”what an ass” when it comes to me. Well let me remind you what I am and how I roll. This is also good since there are probably a few new readers here.

First off, I follow the theory of “if someone wants you around, they will make it so that you are.” Anyone blowing me off or lying to me just shows me that I am not wanted around, and therefore I don’t’ want that type of “person” around me. People choose not to want me around, and then they have to live with the repercussions of that choice if they come around me again and I look at them like a pile of shit.

I don’t settle for less than what I want out of someone or something, and no one gets what he or she want at my expense. I’ve been asked a ton of times by women that they don’t want anything more than a friendship after going our with me a few times, and none of them gets that. To me, when they ask me for just friendship, that tells me they want me for what they have now in someone they can talk to intimately, but the ability to go bang anyone else. I will not be the “guy friend” and I’ve pissed a lot of women off buy telling them to piss off. Not just with women, I’ve walked out of a lot of events or situation where if I were not going to get what I want out of it, then I would be wasting my time being there. My time is limited, why waste it?

Don’t’ ever question me in what I say or do. Whenever I do something or say something, I actually have thought it out and it’s not just flying out of me. I don’t say or do anything that I couldn’t handle if it was put on me. So for those who have thought I am an ass and do/say thing out of not thinking it through, you’re wrong and I find it an insult when I am questioned about it. Which leads me to…

At least 95% of the time I am right. In the end, what I say or do will be proven to be right in the end. This has happed many times and I have proven many wrong. Though I admit I can be a tad bit of a sore winner-if I prove someone wrong I can be highly obnoxious and can really “spike the ball” one too many times. I say 95% of the time, because I have been wrong. I’m not perfect nor have I ever said I was. The last two people to call themselves perfect was either nailed to a cross or died in a hotel room from heart issues due to the life of a wrestler. I hate to be wrong, and I remember the last time I had to admit I was wrong about something it made my stomach hurt. So lesson from this is that if I say or do something, it’s a good shot I am right.

Finally, I refer to a lot of people as garbage or some equivalent because I really feel as if I am better than 90% of people in this world. Those who I know and call friends I feel are at my level or higher; anyone else has yet to prove to me that they are at my level. Looking at the news I can’t help but feel like I am better than most of the “people” on this planet.

I am wrong from time to time, but I also have the balls to actually take responsibility for being wrong. This is what pisses me off about this world. People will do something wrong and either “pass the buck” or just blow it off like “not my fault”. This is what caused the economic collapse. People living off of money they didn’t have and acting that they have no responsibility to the debt they amassed. Finally someone stood up and asked their deadbeats “where’s my money?” and that cause the domino affect to where we are today. And rather than these parasites take responsibility and start paying off their debts, they went to the Government to get more money so they don’t have to face reality. Fuck you parasites, stop stealing my money and actually take responsibility for your actions. I hope that the government doesn’t help down the road and you end up on the street and possibly die. I am not like you in that I have paid off all my college debts and every other debt I had, its not that hard, but then again this society for some reason coddles the stupid and socially retarded rather than let Darwinism work and kill you useless scum off. If it wasn’t for you, living beyond your goddamn means, most of the stuff in this world would not be overpriced and it might be actually affordable to live, rather than struggling to survive.

I’m arrogant? You think I’m an asshole? Yeah I can be called a lot of things, but I am an honest person and I feel that how I am and what I do is right. It’s a shame a lot of others in this world don’t think this way-the world would be a better place if they did. Maybe I should pass my knowledge on to the next generation and try to counteract all the bullshit and counterproductive pussification of this world. Who knows, if I can influence one person to think this way, the ripple affect will cause this world to “get right”.

Those who can accept and agree with me, good for you, and you’re welcome to join me in living like I am-the life of the righteous. Otherwise, piss off, stop reading this, and hope all the horrible things that will happen to you happen at once, rather than slowly over time. Me personally I hope the latter happens because you probably do deserve all that slow pain.